omg 2007 :)

yes.theres like one n half hours left as i start writing this...
the past 2 days hav made me feel that mayb 2007 was a good year fer me afterall..
Had 3 crushes, made one really close friend:) ... survived the board trauma... cried like a lot less i hope.. did an internship.. successfully got into a college.. aaaaaannnnnd survived four months of that grey buildng- monkeys, mallipu's, the canteen's famous variety rice n hav lived on 5star appy frooty n vada..
tho the initial josh is gone.. i think i mite agjually like life in that grey buildng.. my fav spot is under the trees :) glad v hav trees atleast nt like d jpr ones..
oh almost forgot.. in the last few weeks i have realised how many friends i hav :) yep.. i mean rreeal friends .. not summa d ones u suthify wit.. but i love ya all the same :D
Wonder wat 2008 has in store fer me !
P.S : i love facebook n the astrology stuf in it.. i did hav a pleasant surprise yday :)

Random Blues

im feeling blue..
this not new
i kno not y- mayb
cos life's so dry !

theres ntn to luk forward to.. yea call me a pessimist.. im not..am jus bored of goin to d same grey building everyday! i shud jus slap meself i kno... mayb some sense is available cheap.. fer christmas ya kno.. newayz went fer this play tday.. itz called "pif" a random collection of sketches(pg-15) , poems... oh n music... reminded me of 'first proof' another random book i was readin... its a funny book.. its gt non-fiction on one side.. n if ya turn d buk upside down n back.. it has fiction... nice stuff... like i was sayn ever since i stepped out o top storey ive bin blabbern .. not like i dont ususally.. still .. shud emphasise at d last no.. but all ok nw.. ego at balance.. will sleep in peace :)

:D

101 JusLi'at

a normal night.midnite technically. me in my room. lights off. surfin net. lisnin to fm. gran opens door. im surprised she wasnt shocked.anyway v hav a chit chat abt d neighbour nt lockin the door.now y would v be bothered.unless d neighbour was our tenant :P
it was me who locked d door finally.
dats how it happened.
i opened d door.
lovely cool breeze.made me want to rush up to the terrace n lie there staring up at d sky for hours.
but u know grannies. never understand teenagers.*sigh*
back 2 my room.
Dats wen i started thinkin of all the stuff i Love & all that i Plan to do in Future ::

1. sunrise


2. speeding in a car at nite on a highway... preferably the guy driving:)


3. barbeque party


4. once again to jaisalmer & camp out all nite


5. get back all the good ol' times - aah.. im feeling all nostalgic already.


6. take a long walk with Someone :) holding hands n talking all the way


7. road trip


8. release a music album


9. sand dunes


10. buy a house in whitefield (b'lore)


11. world tour


12. direct a film


13. beach house


14. never having to regret anything


15. making the right decisions


16. be loved always


17. grade 8 in theory of music


18. play the guitar


19. harmonica


20. drums


21. having frends around all the time


22. left alone when i need to be


23. oh.. almost fergot this one .......become a pro at the keyboard


24. IIM-A


25. fall madly in love


26. enter my film in the Cannes


27. publish my life... it has too many funny incidents


28. my biography becoming a bestseller


29. developed india


30. broad minded society


31. teddy bears


32. blabbering n entertaining ppl :P


33. launch my very own brand


34. taste every non-indian dish made (except snakes, rats, blah.. blah..)


35. get into good shape :P


36. never having to think twice about spending


37. meet all d ppl ive known, again after 25 years
    


38. reunions & gettogethers.. in other words


39. oor suthifying


40. lying on dad's lap (or mom's or granparents')


41. always having nice memories to think back on


42. deep sleep


43. dreams :)


44. watching the sky


45. Sexy cars


46. knowing how much ur worth to ppl 'round u


47. being spontaneous


48. getting drunk jus fer d heck of it


49. knowing the right things to say


50. know what is to happen the next moment


51. live till im healthy


52. 'crush'ing Someone


53. happy endings


54. free coupons at the salon


55. surprises


56. gifts


57. kids


58. babies


59. bright colours


60. a genuine smile


61. caring words


62. 'advice' from certain ppl


63. knowing ppl care


64. late night chats


65. new hairdo' s


66. flawless smooth skin


67. flowing thoughts


68. christmas


69. chocolate mousse


70. chinese food


71. dining out


72. dark chocolate


73. actually anything chocolatey


74. to fly


75. shiny silky hair


76. waking up knowing ur in ur 80's, alive n still having someone to wake up next to...


77. window shopping


78. sailing


79. a successful businesswoman


80. free flowing thoughts


81. compliments


82. knowing Mom's always there ...


83. getting hi' on anything.
    


84. switching on the tv jus in time for my favorite program


85. hearing all my fav songs one after another on FM


86. rain


87. dewdrops


88. greenery


89. watch every episode of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.


90. a.r.rahman


91. old songs


92. should learn to dance :P


93. instumentals


94. meaningful lyrics


95. clouds


96. Detective stories... i wanted to be a detective once :)


97. Perry Mason


98. Harry Potter


99. Sidney Sheldon


100. my brother


101. 5.30 to 6.30pm on the terrace...the birds returning homeward & the sunset
     

there are 101 things on the list(count n see if u dont believe)

shall think of somemore to add on :)

1/4 Life Crisis

A little something i dug out of my sent folder....

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you
didn't know and may not like,you start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people
you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at wat ur studyin or ur job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel
alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but
soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better.

Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you're doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person.

Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic.

You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!

What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. maybe this might have helped someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion...

Its called "Quarter-life Crisis." nothing is constant......except change. wats life without a few risks?
keep playin the game!

Is It OK for a girl to make The First Move ??

This post is worth a read... check it out!!

http://sabyj.blogspot.com/2006/09/is-it-ok-for-girl-to-make-first-move.html
( the comments are quite enlightening too :))

Why???

Why cant it be made clear
the consequences of what i do
Let someone give it to me straight
NOO not hints - they dont work no more..
i agree uncertainty is the essence of romance.. yes, thank you Algy
But y yield to the uncertain winds?? :P

Let someone knock some sense into my head
Tell me its wrong- what im doing
Ive waited enough, Ive been punished enough
...tell me right now

Yess now n then some1 does try to tell me
but what i do - push em aside n say i kno it all
now im on my knees pleadin to one and all
tell me what im supposed to do
without askin me what

Blaugh..!

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Jus came across these comics .. thought they would look good here :P

Its bin a LoOoONG while...

the blog's been left to dry ... i kno i am to be blamed...not that i was buried under my textbooks or anything of the sort..jus didnt do it...

aahh why am i makin excuses ??

now that there's just one more EEExam left,
der shud be lotsa free time on hand.