ME?? A LAWYER?? *ahem* *ahem*

Jus saw Legally Blonde...
as it is im all confused abt my career n stuff....not sure if engineering is my thing... wat if i regret my decision too late ???!
aahh aand now after d movie...its gotten me even more inspired...to get out there and snub a few faces...and ppl looking up at u in awe...my god ....d feeling is out of the world...yeah,that's exactly d phrase to describe it...
BUT THEN AGAIN what if u slog ur way through sleepless nights annnnnnnd sleepy days ...into some law college(no harvard here, only banglore law school to aim for) and then realise its not what is destined for u...
now destiny is one more thing beyond me ...
why d heck cant i figure out what mine is.....if it is to become a drab "something" and i realise it n work towards aand become successful in being dat drab "whatevr" no probs!!! i wouldnt be worried at all trust me!
but what if my destiny was to become this "awesome"ly popular and successful and put whatevr nice adjectives u can find...person in life....den i end up becoming this drab whatevr then i can never forgive myself...this is exactly what im trying to avoid...
but then again ive got too many interests and hobbies...none coinciding...
lets c it ranges from sketching to music to law to joining the cbi to animation and designing to travelling and god knows what ill find myself engrossed in tomorrow

Blabber

mmmmmmmmm........................
there r some times wen u jus forget urself..who u r where u r n wat ur capable of n stuff... like simba in lion king...
i guess most of u must hav gone thro' dis phase wen u feel everyone's turned their back against u...
u keep to urself all day..which actually makes it worse..
sometimes even if u do talk to someone , u keep wondering wat they might reeeaaally be thinking about u..
then u start wondering abt d evil other side of d person ur talkin to (whether dey hav one or not...)

it is in a time like this dat i remember:

When you feel the world has turned its back to you, look again , maybe you were the one who turned your back to the world.

wen u want to forget watever's bothering u and start thinking straight..blabbering helps, trust me!
the art of blabbering lies in forgettin dat u can think to urself!
i kno it sounds dumb - voicing out evrything u think - yes it can sometimes get u into trouble too...especially if u end up crapping to too many people and are confronted later...
But then again its a lot of fun!!